i know what i want to say to u but dont know what words to use. Everyone tells me its over but i know how much u mean to me do u feel the same or do i just fill in time? how do i tell u without making it feel like im giving u a guilt trip or always seeming to get at you. i just want you to understand so we can be like we were before in love.

I don’t ask for much but your time would be amazing and showing an interest in my feelings. Being able to tell when i’m down by just looking at my eyes but u never seen to be able to fit me into your schedule unless i make the first move. I want u to be spontaneous and just tell me where we are going or just pick me up and drive somewhere. I know your not good at that sort of thing but id be happy with anywhere u would take me and wanting to spend time with me.

why do thinks have to change? what happened to staying the same? speaking all night, making me feel special and wanted not second best. is the word you say “love”, has it any relevance? you have no idea what i’m feeling! and its that that is tearing me apart.